It's been a month since the last time I saw you. The last thing I heard about you is that you are currently dating someone. What can I say? Maybe, this is how this waiting game ends. We've finally reached this point. Somehow, I knew this is going to happen. But the optimist in me was hoping for something better. I've always believed that I couldn't welcome the thought of letting you go. But I realized I am better than that. Funny how it was hard for me to let go someone I never had. Funny how stupid I had been. Stupid, maybe I was. Optimistic, I know I am. I am not going to weep anymore. I've done that already through out this stupid game. Maybe, I deserve someone better. Or maybe you deserve someone better than me. I wish you all the best. I really do.
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Thank you for texting me last Sunday that "Maybe we are better off as friends."
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I did feel bitter for a time. But now, more than anything, I feel relieved and free.
Life is beautiful. Life is fun.
Speaking of fun, thank God for this video. It made my day.
Or watch it through this link below:
http://www.atom.com/fun_games/animator_vs_animation/
Thank you to Alan Becker, the animator.
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PS: I-dedelete na kita sa Yahoo Contacts ko para hindi mo na kailangan mag-Invisible sa tuwing mag-oonline ako.
laging may kirot ang pamamaalam sa isang taong minahal mo t alam mo naman na minahal ka rin kaya lang minsan ganun talaga e, kelangan natin mag let go para sa isa't isa rin na siguro'y may ibang bagay na di na natin mapagkasunduan..
ReplyDeleteminsan naranasan ko rin yan, kaya mo yan at tama ka na delete mo na sya sa way em mo para na rin sayo at ng di ka matukso pa na mag attempt na i chat mo sya ulit..ang hirap pero kaya mo yan..
hmmm. kakambal talaga ng pag-ibig ang sakit....di maiwasan kahit takbuhan....harapin mo na lang...
ReplyDeleteanyways, bukas bagong araw na naman.
hmmm... usapang puso ba ngayon? i felt for you, mon. i know it's hard to see someone from your past and knowing that she has moved on and you may no longer be a part of her present and future. it's strong move though to delete her from your YM. kaya mo yan... move on kung move on! :)
ReplyDeletemarami pang mas malalaking isda sa dagat... ilabas mo na lang muna lahat ng sakit then pag okey na, go again. gnun tlga ang buhay at pag-ibig!
ReplyDelete@ payatot, blurosebluguy: it reaaly makes me feel good knowing that you guys understand where I'm coming from. Thanks. I really appreciate it.
ReplyDelete@ Ms. Winkie
Thanks for the very encouraging comments. Move on kung move on!
@ kokoi: Tama marami pang isda. Ganun nga talaga seguro.
By the way, panoorin nyo guys yung video. Enjoy!
I can feel what you feel. Masakit talagang umasa, kahit na alam mo na sa sarili mo na worthless na yung maghintay ka pa. Para sa akin, what you did was right and better. Mag-move on nalang tayo at maniwala na may darating pang mas karapat-dapat para sa atin.
ReplyDeleteAko? Naka-move on na ako. Sana ikaw rin po..
@ Neex: Thank you for your positive words/comment. It's nice to know na merong nakaka-relate. Yeah, I've moved on.
ReplyDeletea very nice post.
ReplyDeleteso how do we move on?
it's when our heart finally understands that there's no turning back.
Kung para sa atin, para sa atin. Kung hindi ukol, hindi bubukol. I hope okay ka lang. Huwag kang mainip. Lahat ng kaldero may katapat na takip. Darating din yung kasukat mo.
ReplyDeletePS.
Hataw ang animation. It made my day as well.
@Mike Avenue: Ayos yung paggamit mo metaphor sa kaldero ah! Tama, darating din yun. I'm Okay naman. ;p Thank you.
ReplyDeletewell sabi nga sa kanta "u cant lus wat u neber had"...
ReplyDeleteyamu na lang cia...lika sabay tayong mag move forward...
@azul: anong kanta yun? heheh.. yippeeey may kasabay ako mag-move forward hehe.. Tenchu!
ReplyDeletenalala ko tuloy yung favorite quote ko---forgiveness is a gift you give yourself---you got things to do and you need to move on----
ReplyDeletesa westlife yun ee..di ka na tanda basta yun yun..hehe
ReplyDelete@flamindevil: pasensya po, late reaction to.. astig! tama, no turning back. kakapagod na. tenchu. ;p
ReplyDeleteDude, I'm with you on this one. Ganyan din ang pakiramdam ko ngayon. You know what they say right? things happen for a reason, just believe in that...
ReplyDeleteNgayon ko lang napanood ung video... ang KULIT!!! hehehe! katuwa :-)
ReplyDelete@ Marlon: andami pala natin ngayon na kelangan mag-move on.. tara sabay tayo with azul at neex.. ang saya apat na tayo.. heheh ^_^
ReplyDelete@PUSANG-GALA: Thanks for that. i like your favorite quote.. ;) i appreciate your coment. balik ka ah. hehe
Hi Ms. Winkie, i'm glad it made you laugh as well.. Baka bukas ko na matapos yung tag entry
ReplyDeleteok lang un atleast nalaman mo na nagmahal ka talaga na totoo...but it does'nt mean that this is end of your love life...you will find someone better naman eh...right?
ReplyDeleteP.S.
ReplyDeleteI really really like the video...ang kulit..tagal na ako naghahanap ng ganyang video eh d2 ko lang pla mkikita...hehe
@Lakas ng Loob: Thank you so much for the kind words. Yes, I know I will find someone I deserve. Balik ka ha.. ;)
ReplyDeletetxs for the visit mon.balik ka.
ReplyDeletenaku, closure, ah marami makakarelate dyan, balikan kita rito :D
rgds,
Hey Josh, Thanks for visiting. ;) balik ka...
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