Saturday, February 14, 2009

Waiting Game

“Is this seat taken?”
You asked while pointing to the seat in my front.
“Yes, but this one is not.”
I replied while pointing to the seat at my left.
I smiled. You smiled back.
It was the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen.
When I was hungry, you offered your snacks.
In you, I found a friend.
When I missed Flame of Recca, you were there to give me a recap.
In you, I found my best friend.

“Our litle conversation
are turning into little sweet sensation
and they're only getting sweeter everytime…”
- Fallin by Janno Gibbs

Just when I thought we were falling,
Come to think of it, You've left me hanging..
Perhaps I was at fault when I wanted more
from you but you can only give so little.

“There is hardly any activity, any enterprise,
which is started with such tremendous hopes
and expectations, and yet, which fails
so regularly, as love.”

My biggest mistake was when I tried to cross the line.
Thinking that you were feeling the same way too.
Now, the line has grown into a wall.
A wall strengthened by distance and time.
A wall that tells me to wait for you.
And so I am pushing my luck,
So Baby I will wait for you.





Wait For You - Elliot Yamin
“I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Oh, why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
Oh, and all my tears they
Keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you


Been a long time since you called me
How could you forget about me
You gotta be feeling crazy
Oh, how can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Oh, why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just
Just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you



But this waiting game is killing me.
Cuz I’ve been waiting for years.
It’s been years that I long for your affection.
And I don’t know how long will I be waiting.


I like dead-end signs.
They at least have the decency
of telling you that you are
going nowhere.

11 comments:

  1. it's okay monz! it's just like this, mga pwedeng mangyari,

    a. youre not meant to be dahil someone deserve your love better than she did
    b. di niyo pa time, kung di man ngayon, baka sa susunod pang buwan ka pa nya magustuhan
    c. etc... ^^

    be happy!

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  2. @ cindy : Thank you very much for your kind words. Well, maybe I'll keep waiting. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali. No need to hurry. Actually hindi ko rin priority yung mga ganung bagay ngayon so ayos lang. I'll still be waiting. ;)
    Thanx for the visit, Cindy.

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  3. My biggest mistake was when I tried to cross the line.
    Thinking that you were feeling the same way too.


    *sigh* i felt really guilty sht. post-valentine's day bitterness. sorry.

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  4. @ CHAOSPILOT: Huh? Do you really have to feel guily? Hmmm.. may pina-iyak ka ba dude? Hala ka! Bad Pilot! hehe.. Yeah, i'm kinda feeling bitter. But I know this will pass. Thanx for visiting. =)

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  5. ang hirap talaga maghintay ano? pero siguro sa pagdaan ng panahon ay malalaman mo rin kung hanggang saan ka dapat maghihintay..

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  6. @ payatot: hindi naman masyadong mahirap. medyo medyo lang. ;p Oo nga, i don't know. Maybe I should stop this waiting game now. Maybe not. Ala pa rin kasi syang boyfriend. Kaya until she's not yet in any relationship, I will always be waiting and praying that one day she'll open up her mind and see me. ;)

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  7. Ang ganitong "wer n u, d2 n me" moments ay siguradong may reward. may kasabihan nga " kapag may tiyaga, may nilaga. " tingnan mo lang kung worth it ba ang paghihintay. At kung tama ba ang hinihintay.

    MAy kasabihan din: if yours, yours. if not, not.
    (kung hindi sa iyo, hindi sa iyo). LOL

    Bagay din yung kasabihang: ang taong naghihitay sa wala, siguradong magkakamuta!

    :)

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  9. @ MIke
    - Nagkakamuta na ata ako. hehe. Thanks for the visit Bro. Magka-apilyedo pa tayo ng blog. ;p

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  10. i love this song by E.Yamin.kaya lang medyo deppressing.

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  11. @Rye: Thanks for lovin' that song! Yan talaga paborito ko nun, peru indi na ngayon! haha. Nakaka-depress nga. True. Ayun, ;p

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